Monday, October 2
opened eyes. - Monday, October 02, 2006
i'm beginning to see something.have i unknowingly opened my heart. gahh, ok. it's been 2 and a half yrs and he still obviously likes me. i'm juts letting my superficial self get into my head. what if he was better looking, would i have long accepted him. actually i admit, i think so you know.
but there are times when he's really gay, and tt i detest him for tt. look at me. using the word detest. gahhh.
he's really sweet. and i wish he could look better, but u noe what they say, u can't have all pros and no cons. so my theory is, if he was btter looking, he'd be an ass.
sighs.
love,kel